Oh, don't ask me difficult questions like what I want to name my blog post at this early hour of the morning when I'm pissed off!

Well hello, long time no see! I must apologise for my absense from blogging this past week, I was in the ghaeltacht. *Yes, shortest stay EVER in the wilds of the Irish countryside, but I shall explain further down.* So no, I'm not M.I.A., While I was frantically running aroung the house last sunday packing, my computer refused to oblige me and work for the five minutes I needed it! Typical!

Anyhow, I have returned from the 'Big G' (as "The BFF" christened it) early because I was/am sick. So I'm kind of dissappointed now.......*depressed face*I mean it wasn't like it was amazing or anything, but I just think we didn't pick well when going there, as it was very weather depending in regards to water sports. I have this horrible nagging feeling at me now because of the fees that were paid, and I don't get the jumper I ordered now ( well even if my friends bring it home for me, where is the point in wearing when if someone asks I say that I was only there for a week. Shameful ) and I feel very unaccomplished!:( I was going to go back down today, but after talking to my friends on the phone lastnight, I decided what is the point. I've missed 4 days if I go back and they said they are so bored down there and want to come home. And i'm not better or anything, I've just improved since the day I came home. So there is virtually no point going back whem I'm still sick and everyone down there hates it...

Also, I got a sneaking feeling when I was on the phone lastnight to the BFF that I'm not wanted down there. After I said I was comming back, the conversation of plesanteries immediately dropped... I had a fight with her on the second day down there, but I thought that was resolved... Maybe not. I just feel so down right now, because I was looking forward to a great time in the Gaeltacht, telling everyone I was going and now I'm back and have to tell everyone that I'm back. I refuse to be seen in my town and have only gotten out of the car once; to go to the doctor. I feel like a big baby and everyone will laugh at me though.... I feel as if I'm not supposed to be here....Mam actually said no that she wouldn't bring me back down after I told her about the phone call with the BFF as I spent the entire time on the phone in tears to her the evening of the fight....

*sorry for the worst post ever, i just needed to let my feelings out...
Also, apologies for the poor writing, I'm too down to care...

ladybug

Lazy day + Randoms

Bank Holiday Mondays, got to love 'em! Spent the whole day doing nothing! Wow, I hav 10 followers, thank you guys! Summer has finally begun; lazy days and pouring rain, so I promise to try and write some interesting posts as I have nothing else to do.

Okay, I need your help with something. I have to get a weird thing on my eye tested so one eye is going to be bandaged and really sore for a few days afterwards (i'm getting it done this week) and I'm wondering does anyone know any good ways of passing the time when you can't look at things all that well?

I'm so excited, caus although I'll have to leave the blog-o-sphere for two whole weeks (sob), I'm going to the Ghaeltacht (remote area where you have to speak Irish the WHOLE time, for those who don't know) for two weeks! I'm heading soon, with three of my closest friends , and although I don't know what to expect , I can't wait! Hot boys; ooh la la! :D

I apologise for the poor writing skills and lack of flow in this post, I'm really tired!;)Without any further babbling, I give you some randoms

• Song of the day: Hey, Soul Sister- Train
• Favourite Grey's Anatomy episode: Season 4 episode 5
• Guilty pleasures: Mark's and Spencer Gluten free Chocolate cake, Turning off my alarm last night so it wouldn't go off this morning(I forgot last friday!:( ), Lying in bed listening to the rain
• Current Book: Princess diaries. Had NOTHING to read so started to reread it this morning, Nearly finished it already!
• Food of the day: Kellogs Rice Crispies= yum!!

Nothing more to say, sorry to bore you :P

LadyBug

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GHAELTACHT!=S=D

Omg, well I got a letter from the irish collage I will be attending during the summer explaining the rules, and for some reason it's suddenly so real and so close! I'm heading in roughly two months and I'm kinda excited as I'm a first-timer to the ghaeltacht. Anybody have a good idea of the things you really need to bring?It's fairly watersports based. Please comment. Ahhhhhhh im really excitedd to be going but i'm scared of being away from home for the first long period of time I feel so like a big baby but I do enjoy my home comforts very much, thank you! I'm afraid though, as I am going with three friends that I will get homesick and they won't!I'm not a very sporty person either and what if i'm not able for the bog-walking and Hill-walking involved.Basically, what if it is my living hell!? I really want to stick it for the benifits to my irish( which, btw, is ALRIGHT, but i have a useless teacher in school and I do want to keep up HL and do well in the JC.) Up to this I've been really looking forward to the ghaeltacht but now, for the first time I'm beginning to have doubts.

Well either way, the Ghaeltacht better prepare, mar ta me ag teacht!

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