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aaaaahhhhhh!I'm brain dead! Just spent three and a half solid hours studying...I'm so busy and so tired.

I posted two random posts lastnight and didn't get to explain myself ,so here goes. I occasionally write poetry.Usually it's depressing and dull because I only feel the need to express my feelings in such a way when I'm down. I put down the pen for about a year though, and completely forgot about it until something snaped inside me on monday and all of a sudden, I had two poems written in the old notebook. I had some confused emotions about this, but the first one is about rediscovering the pen and the ability to write poetry.The other one is just how I was feeling the other night.Just don't judge them too much, they're my most inner emotions poured into words and although they're personal, I don't know, I just felt the need to share.

In other news, I'm having a mental breakdown about summer tests, any help appreciated!Also I earned a new nickname in school about a week or two ago; a few of the lads started calling me "Google".Apparently I know everything. Someone could have told me this before, then I wouldn't need the drama about the tests!;) The nickname is kinda starting to annoy me though, I don't know how to stop them! There's no malice intended, but it's really annoying. Any ideas?Am I too sensitive or would that annoy you? Anyway, please comment, and I leave you with some pictures!:

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