Everything has changed. Yet so much is the same. I have lost almost all my closest friends. But you don't want to hear about my dramatic, depressing life, do you now?Sadly it's all I have to talk about...I am just in a complete mood for change. I threw away half of my wardrobe today... am making plans to re-decorate my bedroom. I need a new hairstyle, I'm getting it cut, I'm going to loose weight..........I don't know why I'm doing it, it's not going to magically make me happy again....... It's not going to give me friends who accept me for who I am...... It just seems fitting though...... I don't know how I will survive in September, but alas thats life...
...but I don't know if my mood for change means bye-bye to this blog...
There's no point posting anymore, because I don't post about anything remotely interesting these days, there's no point and no one is reading anyway....
I havn't decided what I'm doing, but don't be surprised if this blog disappears... then again, I could be back....
