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"It's like we're on a train that's going two hundred miles per hour.It'd be so nice just to get off...stand on the platform, just for a minute." (Grey's Anatomy, Series 3, episode 24)
*Wow, that's exactly how I feel right now.It's just your average sunday morning,I'm in bed and i'm about to get up and do some study(I didn't get round to it yesterday, Shhhh!)anyhow, Adios Amigos!!xxxx

Why?

Just why?!Why does everything feel so bad,when nothing's really wrong?School's nearly over that should make me happy, but I'm not.I feel in a very expressive mood and yet I don't know how to express it...
The weird thing is, before I actually started this blog, I had millions of good ideas for it...and now they've gone out the window. So now I have a Blog that sounds so self abssorbed because it's all about me and my life, and that wasn't really the intention.I feel in a mood to post, but about what I don't know!*I should really shut up now!*
I will not post until im in a better mood,and I actually do some study this weekend!
XxXxXxXx

Blah!

please read post at the end!!!xxx

aaaaahhhhhh!I'm brain dead! Just spent three and a half solid hours studying...I'm so busy and so tired.

I posted two random posts lastnight and didn't get to explain myself ,so here goes. I occasionally write poetry.Usually it's depressing and dull because I only feel the need to express my feelings in such a way when I'm down. I put down the pen for about a year though, and completely forgot about it until something snaped inside me on monday and all of a sudden, I had two poems written in the old notebook. I had some confused emotions about this, but the first one is about rediscovering the pen and the ability to write poetry.The other one is just how I was feeling the other night.Just don't judge them too much, they're my most inner emotions poured into words and although they're personal, I don't know, I just felt the need to share.

In other news, I'm having a mental breakdown about summer tests, any help appreciated!Also I earned a new nickname in school about a week or two ago; a few of the lads started calling me "Google".Apparently I know everything. Someone could have told me this before, then I wouldn't need the drama about the tests!;) The nickname is kinda starting to annoy me though, I don't know how to stop them! There's no malice intended, but it's really annoying. Any ideas?Am I too sensitive or would that annoy you? Anyway, please comment, and I leave you with some pictures!:

For some reason my pictures went to the top!

Time

Slower,
Faster,
Air is gone.
To what,
I don't know,
I'm holding on
Time is gone,
There's nothing left,
Just heat, preassure.
It's all in my head

A New Beginning

I draw the old sword,
Ready for battle,
To go back
To an old forgotten way.
I sharpen the blade
Polish it up
feel its weight in my hand.
I feel the groves in the hilt,
Built as made to fit
Only one.
I am awed
But scared to rediscover,
It galls me so
How quickly I forgot.
I bagin again
All anew
Feel the magic flow,
Remember the responsability
I already know
And wonder,
Am I ready?

!?*

oh fly, oh fly,
oh why, oh why,
are you in my room at 11 at night?
I'm really annoyed
as your managing to avoid
my attemp to kill you.
you're really pissing* me off
And I look like an eejit
Waving aroung a rug plan in the air
buzzzzzzzzzzz............
BAM

I don't normally swear, poet's license!:P
Night!xxx

Sun

Oh. My. Goodness. Do my eyes decieve me or is that sun I see? Yes, it is actually sun,in Ireland. It's a gorgeous sunny weekend, and correct me if i'm wrong, I believe temperatures in the midlands are up to 27 or 28 degrees celsius.Everything should be perfect, but where am I, inside about to tackle my homework.. this sucks:(:(:(:(
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"Clumsy 'cause I've fallen in love...."

dadadada... well not quite as interesting as falling in love... just Clumsy!

warning: I cannot be held responsible for anything I say or do in this post as I got hit on the head pretty darn hard!x

I had the most random day ever today, the most interesting of it started today after lunch in pe. I was so frustrated beacuse this socially slow guy in my class (well sort of my friend, a nerdy buddy) interuppted my important conversation to my friend to tell me "hi". I decided to express my frustration by doing something funny so in the dressing room I kicked my shoe off and sent in flying in the air until it got lodged above the showers and refused to come down!We were all laughing so hard, I hit my nose of the BFF's head!STRIKE1
Anyhow, we were playing tennis in pe,not my favourite thing, I'm a badminton kind of girl, and somehow, my intuition told me it wasn't going to end well... One of the other girls in my class thought it was comical to go aroung pinching people, who were, might I add brandishing tennis rackets. So this idiot decided to pinch my BFF, who was holding her racket idle, the only weapon she had. In part of the joke and self defense, the BFF swung back the racket, ready to strike................................................. when the racket hit me in the jaw!STRIKE2!Ouch! Anyway I got an ice pack and sat out of pe for the rest of it.
I was well on the mend and decided there was no way I was going to Irish with the Ice Pack, so came out of the changing room and went looking for our pe teacher for my friend to tell me she was gone. I thought she might be putting the equipment in the store in the gym, so I pulled open the door and...........STRIKE 3,the door split me on the head!I bawled and laughed all at the same time, and needless to say, I didn't get to abandon the ice pack, I got to walk into Irish, ten minutes late, with an egg shaped bruise on my head... Not at all embarrassing, since the story had spread and our pe teacher had to "escort" me to irish to explain my complete lack of punctuality....In the end I left school early, the shame, so I'm at home, not a shread of my homework completed, bump on my head, and another 4 episodes of "Grey's Anatomy" series 3 rewatched.....

Bye for now,
your lady bug and her bump on her head!
XxxXxxXXxxx

the sweet blogger award!Xx

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh! I just got my first blog award from Mizz Ali at Random Gorgeouznezz and I want to thank her so much and she writes one of the most "gorgeouz" blogs!!I'm not exactly sure how many people to give it to so here goes...

Ace-Of-Aoife. at 'Ace-Of-Aoife'

Jennifer at *Welcome To My World*

Amii-Louise at Hello Fascination.

Indigo at Indigo.

EleanorLight at Musings of an Undiscovered Genius

AnnaMcGarry at Annalee McGarry

busy bee!

aaaahhhh!!!!! I'm recked tired! I've been so busy all weekend; it was my cousin's confirmation yesterday and had a lovely "family" dinner today! I have been so busy lately it's not even funny! I've had so much homework and i'm still not in the habit of doing it. It's seriously scary!!! We hav summer tests in 3 weeks and I haven't done any work in ages !ugh! I think maybe its time to begin the military operation of clearing my desk! my room is a total kip!! lol ! I hardley even have time to post decent posts on this! its sickening!!
Anyway guys, I just want to say thanks to my whole 6 followers(including me ;D) you guys rock! six might not seem like a lot, but it is to me!!I mean six people actually read this!! (wow, ye must be bored!!;D:D:D;:L:L:L ^_^oj)but seriously thanks for the follows and comments, keep em comin!!! lve ye!! mwah!!
hahaha I'm so tired I'm not even making sense! the next time i go on this and read this I'll probably be saying what the hell was I writing! niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighty niite!!! hehehehehehehehehe ^_^ ^_^,


your lovely ladybug!xxxx

TaG!!!

Thanks for the tag Elenor! greatly appreciated!!
so lets get going......

7 things about mee

• when most people hear my name, they think i'm a boy!
• I'm a total nerd! braces?ya! Glasses?ya! like school? sorta ya! love to read?ya! love computers! check! get mostly As and Bs?ya(its not like i study much)lol!
• I love twilight AND Harry Potter! please stop the war between them!sob!
• im allergic to wheat, oats, cats and grass!
• I LOVE to sing! cant even xplain the feeling
• I have a cute little red heart mouse plugged into my laptop!
• my favourite school subjects are technical graphics, music, maths and english

100 THINGS I love

1. Chocolate
2. Reading
3. books
4. singing
5. harry potter
6. twilight
7. tea
8. greys anatomy
9. computers
10. Farmville
11. facebook
12. potato salad
13. glee
14. Desperate housewives
15. ghd(what would us fuzzy head nerds do?)
16. Pokemon games on the nintendo Ds
17. Nintendo Ds
18. River Island
19. Shopping
20. Marc Jacobs
21. Mac
22. phone
23. Technology
24. Music
25. Ipod
26. Beyonce
27. Paramore
28. Ugly Betty
29. genius gluten free bread
30. House of night series
31. Frosties(the sweets not the cereal)
32. Rice crispies
33. Bourjuis
34. Inhailors(otherwise breathing would be limited!:L:L:P)
35. Pandora
36. My real diamond and gold necklace:D
37. Guitar
38. Taylor Lautner
39. Tork chocolates from longford!:D:D
40. tork hot chocolate
41. Any hot chocolate
42. SUGAR!
43. scrubs(tv show)
44. GREEN DAY!!!!!!
45. blogging
46. Reading blogs
47. Free classes in school
48. listening 2music
49. Dundrum
50. Mallorca (majorca)
51. sun
52. snow
53. my friends
54. mine and the BFF's shared locker!! with our exploding apple and pretty portrait!!!Lmao
55. Nail varnish
56. Daisy by marc jacobs
57. Pennys (primark)
58. the script
59. Robert pattinson
60. my heart shaped mouse
61. chad micheal murry
62. MCR!! my chemical romance
63. LADY GAGA!!
64. My sisters keeper (book)
65. The shadow of the wind ( book)
66. Blue bloods series
67. Roxy
68. vanilla scented candles
69. Gucci
70. Badmintom
71. SHOES
72. Basketball
73. random socks
74. coloured skinny jeans
75. CSI( i even hav a hoody with my town name!:L:P)
76. Hairybaby.com
77. Asos.com
78. Superdrug!! (everything's so cheap in pounds!)
79. handbags
80. Double musics and tech graphs
81. Dresses
82. The Blizzards
83. My Dell inspiron 1525(navy!)
84. my pink room!
85. The coronas
86. Dan Brown's books
87. my followers!! mwah!!
88. my journal
89. Maths
90. a good bookshop with a good atmosphere
91. Cambridge, the whole town/city
92. ribbed vests
93. My mammy!xxxx
94. My family
95. dark chocolate
96. My neighbours across the road, so good to us!xx
97. i102-104
98. itunes
99. amie skincare
100. weekends!(made for reading and shopping)

phew!! finally im finished! I tag:

Ali from Random Gorgeouznezz

Amii-Louise at Hello Fascination.

Indigo at Indigo.

Jennifer at *Welcome To My World* -

AnnaMcGarry at Annalee McGarry

AnyOtherWay at Confessions of a Teenage Blogger XD

BLINGLICIOUs at Random Awesomeness!!

ITSCCChaneey. at LOOKING UP AT THE WORLD.

Leanne Woodfull at THUNDER + THREADS

and even though she tagged me first,EleanorLight at Musings of an Undiscovered Genius , cause she writes one helluva blog!( and also i dont hav any more people to pu down!!)lol

half the above aren't even followers! so if ya know them tell em to get their asses over here!!:L:L ah il comment them sure!!

so

7 things about yourself

100 things you love

tag ten people!

got that!?

Until next time,

XoXo

;)

your one and only ladybug!

xxxxxxxxxx

You may or may not know, but....

okay here we go...;)This is a very boring story involving me and a bottle of shampoo...hmmm

*Random Fact:I have a wheat allergy. I'm NOT a coeliac, which is the inability to digest the protein Gluten, found in wheat, oats, barley, rye and some other things.I have an actual allergy to wheat, involving an immune response, even if its on my skin, not an inability to digest it... in plain english it's just different, like a nut allergy but less severe.

This morning getting dressed i noticed my skin on my neck and face was all raised and bumpy, like little spots, or an allergic rash.I was afraid it was my make up so I refrained from using any. I showed it to my mam, and also my sister who knows a lot about stuff like that (she's a biomedical scientist) who asked if I had changed any of my products, to which I replied no. I was getting pretty worried at this stage as it had started behind my ears and, the hypercondraic I am, was worried i was devolping measles, even though i had no other symptoms.

Anyway long story short, I realised I HAD changed my shampoo, as I used Loreal's full restore 5 (the one with the cheryl cole ad) instead of my usual Loreal with royal jelly as it was all i could get last time i was shopping. i still doubted what effect this would have so i decided showering and washing my hair again was no harm (but obvs with a different shampoo). In the shower though, to my horror I discovered what the cause was when out of curiosity i read the back of the shampoo bottle. It contained a curious little ingredient called "Hydroxypropyl hydrolyzed wheat protein". The cause of my little unwelcome friend!

Sorry for the boring post but i hav to say this somewhere because i'm so amazed! What is the need to put wheat in shampoo!! its not in the royal jelly one!! why loreal, why!?! i already cant eat most decent foods, and now i cant use shampoos too! shouldnt you at least put a warning on the bottle!!!!............Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr